story

I know I know, I haven't posted anything for a few days. I have been lazy. Yes, because I want to force myself to write a story. I am not sure what it is. Something comes and goes in my mind. I sort of know what it is but it is not really clear. I don't know if I am going to write it in English or Persian. I don'teven know if I have any talent in story telling. I make myself busy with other stuff. I have to finish an interview with the movie director Ruba Nadda, I have to register for my driving licence test, I have to clean the house (it never gets cleaned. I am so annoyed) and I have to make an appointment with my dentist. I don't know what the hell I am going to do... but I will try to write this story tonight. At least I will start it. Just to prove to myself that I can do it. I have waited for so long. I have to start it anyway.... Oh dear God, please help me do it. I feel like I have a baby I have to get it born. But I am not sure what is that baby and how it is going to look like... Am I saying none sense? I have to stop it and start writing my story... yes, I have to....